Wednesday, December 28, 2005
post christmas
hey finally had the chance to meet the gals on mon aft so long. the last gathering i had w them was at suntec kenny's. met at city hall, ate at suntec n shop at orchard. we can sure go far manz...
forever 5588!
met my sisters for shopping at tm...damn it's either my mood is still as bad cos i juz wanna spend...in the end, i ended buying a skirt. omg...
survived the long trg session today...n it's exceeded by 1 hr...argh...but i had my best gal fren w me...we had sushi for dinner. justin joined us too. brownie w ice-cream for dessert. then it's supper at Balcony. hey the chair's v cool lor. juz lk a rocking chair. n it resembles the one at embargo...how i wish i can rock away my worries by juz sitting in tt rocking chair...or rock some sense into me...
i miss u still...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
3:15 am
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Saturday, December 24, 2005
fr xin's blog
hey i seldom cut n paste but i did this time. couldnt resist trying out.
Finding Out You and Your Partner's Compatibility
First you have to know you and your partner's Chinese Zodiac signs.
Then find out your group number according to the zodiac signs and the birth month in the table below.
Rat, Horse, Rabbit, Rooster - 1
Tiger, Monkey, Snake, Pig - 3
Dragon, Dog, Ox, Ram - 4
February, May, August, November - 1
January, April, July, October - 3
March, June, September, December - 4
Sample:Let's imagine the boyfriend is an ox born in March (4,4) and the girlfriend is a rabbit born in January (1,3).
Add the two numbers for the boyfriend (4+4=8) and then add the two numbers for the girlfriend (1+3=4).
Add those two results (8+4=12).
The sum is the number you would look in the table below, which tells you the compatibility
Results
4 - Stability but both are too stubborn
This couple is more likely associated to be friends because they are so comfortable with each other, which makes their family environment very inviting and youthful. But both parties have to be careful to drop their stubbornness or there will come a time of great pain. They also should not hurt each other’s pride.
5 - Need Sexual Harmony
Things don’t always work according to the plan and this will be a struggle for this couple. Both people want walk toward a different direction, which would end up as a severe problem. The birth of a child will resolve this problem and both will realize the importance of understanding the other person. It is a necessity to change the bedroom environment for this couple every once in a while.
6 - Match Made In Heaven
Destiny could not bring together a more blessed couple than this one and problems for them are never too big enough to solve. There will be continuous sunshine as their lives go on. They will enjoy raising their children and the family’s customs will be passed on to the next generation. If there is anything to watch out for it is the health for this match made in heaven.
7 - Devotion
This couple shares an abundance of love and they are so compatible that it is easy for one to pull and the other to push, so that all matters of affair are completed much faster. These two will make sure that none of their children will suffer and the whole family will sustain a level of peace without any turbulences occurring as during their lives. Sometimes it is better to hide some of the zealous enthusiasm for the relationship to work better.
8 - Passionate
This couple knows that the existence of a being and the home affairs alike start from scratch and progress. That is why they will not be worried about material possessions when they start their journey together. Their fortitudes are strong that they will become prosperous together. What they have to watch out for is not to forget their manners, even as the days go by together.
9 - A Family
There lies a vast difference between this couple’s opinions that this may have an effect mentally as time goes by. It may develop to more profound problems if there doesn’t exist self-sacrifice or a broad generosity for the other person. Between love and hate, exists happiness when one abandons high expectations but rather empties it out.
10 - Success, Luck
This relationship built upon cordial affection that there is no troubling sign in regards to their happiness. There will be a great amount of bliss in this family and there is also the fortune of raising a child that will become an important figure in society. If there is a flaw in this relationship it will be the short separation they will survive during their early years of marriage.
11 - Love’s Obstacle And Heated Words
Both people expect to receive than to give to the other person, which makes this a very selfish rendezvous. There will be too many complaints eventually a wall will exist between the two, where communication is defunct. If this relationship wants to survive, both have to introspective and realize what they could do for the other person first before they think about themselves.
12 - The book of Changes Unfolds-Peace Occurs In The Later Years
Although this harmonious couple acts as one body, there will be a few pitfalls during their lives’ span, where slight competition between the two will exist. Friction is always present in a couple’s relationship but this will only last temporarily for these two. If they both keep an open mind, they are destined to happily grow old together.
13 - Love’s Progress-Strong Jealousy
The tree’s natural resource of survival is water and this couple will live in beautiful harmony just like that. The wife shows devotion to her husband and the husband adheres to his wife’s wishes. Life for them is so wonderful that others may be jealous of that fact. They will be blessed with great wealth including material possession, health, and loving children. If there exists a weakness, it is love’s jealousy on both parts that would account for some distrust.
14 - Family Discord-Emotional Ignorance
You are not incompatible like water and fire but living together may bring lots of pain into this relationship. There is a high likelihood that you may not persevere together due to the strain. Both have to be conscious about trying to understand the other person and be willing to give in at times. It is just as important to utilize intelligence in a relationship as in school or work.
15 - A Heartbreaking Couple-Late Marriage Advisable
Your passion quickly sets on fire and loses its spark just as fast in this relationship. There are many layers of complications between you two and thus will suffer many hardships together. No matter how many you try to break up, you are inseparable due to fate. If you want to avoid the stormy weathers, then decide to get married later.
16 - Perfect Combination
This couple will always have a newlywed atmosphere around them. There is great, vital energy in the couple’s affection and there will be lots of laughter going on in this family. With the couple’s initial meeting develops a favorable change of luck for both of them and this is why they develop affectionate feelings for each other. If both will pursuit to work together toward one goal, their fortune in everything will multiply in many folds. A person who was born in winter matches with someone who was born in summer and vice versa in order to balance the cosmic dual force
did this juz for fun but the result was amazing. ha...if we r still tog, we're 13...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
12:38 am
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Friday, December 23, 2005
old frenz r the best...
met xin in the aftnoon. off to arab st. much to our disappointment, the shop is juz so-so. not as great as we've read fr mag. off to far east, wisma n taka. bought a pair of shoes...oops...along the journey, we tok mostly abt sch work. argh...mentioned abt old frenz...in short, thx xin, nice meeting up w u!
xmas lighting at orchard
what i've bought: 2 pairs of shoes, 1 black halter top, assessment books!!!
burnt a big hole again...wat's new...
best advice: it doesnt matter how long u've known a person. it's feelings to know tt it's him. i may not haf met him yet (xin told me) but i know i've met him. i rem the fact which he mentioned but i oso rem how our hands fit perfectly on tt fateful day.
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
11:31 pm
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a heavy sinking heart...
damn woke up feeling this way...i miss him still. wonder how's life for him now...wonder will we talk lk we used to b when we meet. somehow i can sense tt there's a distance between us. the hesistance-the want to but afraid tt feelings may come back or rather is it still there or it fades w time?
i miss u...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
8:56 am
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Wednesday, December 21, 2005
i did it again...
sent fotos for developing before meeting zs for lunch at sakae. walked dwn to centrepoint juz to pop by at mango to see if there's anything for me to buy. ha...shopping lah! nah...nothing...off to ps to do my hair. told roy to trim my hair then perm. so i sat there faithfully fr 230 to 830. watched many ppl come n go while i'm still stuck in my seat. roy muz b v gd since many ppl came n requested him to their hair for them. argh this means i've got to wait. i missed the chance to collect photos since the shop closes at 8. zs came to look for me aft work. ha...my plan was to do my hair while waiting for her to knock off but in the end, she ended up having to wait for me. dinner was at cafe cartel. the serving for carbonara was huge. sarah, the serving does varies n conclusion ps outlet has the largest serving. ha.
how do i look lk in my new hairdo? ha tell me when u see me lor.
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
2:53 pm
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Monday, December 19, 2005
safe and sound
left for sydney on 13 dec n now i'm back...the trip was great. took the night flight. since it was a grp tour, we were brought to the places of interest namely, sydney fish mkt, syndey tower, sydney aquarium on the second day. the 3rd day began w a long bus ride to wollongong. along the way, we visited a lavender farm, fitzory falls and the kiama blowhole. during the dinner, the bus driver gave me such a name: cake girl...all cos i oni managed to eat 1/2 slice of sugar cake. day 4 was spent in a buddhist temple, featherdale wildlife park n the blue mtn. day 5 was the best since it's freeday. this means tt we get to go shopping. since the outbreak of riots started the day before departure and bearing in mind tt it was a saturday, we dare not venture far. the initial plan was to take the sydney explorer n go sightseeing ourselves. then we decided to walk to mkt city n the nearby st to do our shopping. it was some gd walking though...not the kind of distance fr my hse to tm but it's lk walking dwn fr ps to far east n tt's lk oni 1/2 a st...gosh...to add to my wardrobe are a dress, a top, a skirt. i've got myself a bag too. sigh there's already no rm for them in my bedrm n i'm still adding on to the collection. ha...finally it was hm sweet hm last night. i miss my bed...
some photos taken...more can be found on my photo album
dragged myself out of bed at noon. had lunch outside w bro n sis b4 going back to sch. juz to reset my pw cos i cant do it fr hm.
work's waiting for me tonight...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
6:35 pm
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Sunday, December 11, 2005
i learnt things the bad way...
all thx to deric...i can at least say tt i'm IT savvy. i find out wat i want to know juz by searching online. damn...it may not be a blessing for having to find out so much...argh...
had a wonderful nite at dbl-o. my doting dad fetched me dwn at 11pm. haha...my bf better b as gd as dad or even better...oops...a poor drinker myself, i had enuf juz to be high to dance on the dance flr. it was to celebrate sarah's n justin's bdae. the usu ppl were there...my best gal fren-sarah, justin, roy, donny n gf, thomas n fren, terry (he rem my name though i forgot his. ha...rather impressed cos i'm lousy w names) n shawn. justin bought a fren along too. was introduced to irene. mambo songs were played v much early b4 i was high so didnt get a chance to dance. by the time i reached the dance flr, i was v selective...oni dancing to retro n was sulking away when other music was being played. ha oni roy n terry could stand my nonsense. sarah was great too. gd drinker n dancer...hope u enjoyed urself...
hey gal, my turn to haf white heads...went for facial today cos couldnt stand them anymore...
conclusion: as i danced thru the night, he was on my mind. i rather it's him whom i was w last night, not roy nor terry. ask me if i'm trying hard to cope w the fact, i did n m still trying. i get along each day reminding myself of the gd memories till the day you spoke those hurtful words. rational side told to keep the gd memories n move on. emotional side wondered y someone once so sweet could leave juz lk tt. haf we been communicating enuf? would u haf told me your thoughts n feelings if i havent ask?
i'm still hopeful.
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
7:57 pm
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Friday, December 09, 2005
wat a night
i was already having difficulty in falling aslp. perhaps i've slept to much during the day? or many things weigh on my mind. as i woke up, i could even rem tt i had 2 bad dreams. i woke up feeling startled n lost. gosh!!! dont ask me wat the dreams were cos i dun rem but all i know is tt i woke feeling frightened. damn!!! not a v gd sign.
lunch was at crystal jade again! the sickness of mine is here to stay...but i did took the med aft meal. gosh!!!
if u ask me how i'm feeling now...
in a state of missing him,
in a state of panic for i want to complete my work b4 i leave for aus
wat i look forward to...
dbl-o tmr - the retro songs...i cant drink much though but enuf to feel high...
aus - leave spore n coming back forgetting the past
at the end of the day, the struggle is hard but i'm coping well i think n i hope. though i find myself staring at my hp n hoping to hear tt familiar ring tone again, looking thru the photos we took - those sweet moments tog...damn...i'm missing you. cant u feel anything at all? r u really coping better than me? argh...muz we haf the ending u want? cant we reach a compromise?
still the stubborn me. u're right...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
4:35 pm
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yet another
toss and turn in bed nite...
i eat, slp n think of
us again...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
12:09 am
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Tuesday, December 06, 2005
deep thoughts
the sms came all of a sudden. cant rem the exact sms but yah i was surprised tt i can still give such rational replies despite the situation i've gotten myself in.
my replies were:
- think of how blissed u r to have FG
- HIM is here to remind u tt FG is the best man for u [fr wat i can see so far. ha]
- there's no wrg in thinking or missing HIM. it's natural. be w the one who can make u happy rather than the one who u're happy w for the time being
- be w the one who braved thru all storms w u rather than the one who sweep u off ur feet at juz tt moment
- it's better to be loved than to love
as for me...the above doesnt hold.
conclusion: me n him met at the wrg time. enuf said...he had said this time n time again. not tt i cant accept his explanation, it's juz [hard to describe my exact feelings] we know our needs and wants...u know my needs and wants...till the day i see my rainbow...
still the silly hopeful me though deric once said "hope is the denial of reality". but i believe "the reality begins w ur acceptance tt it is possible"
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
11:16 pm
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bought cake n presents. headed dwn to loyang valley. the kids were playing water bombs. count me out! i dun wanna get wet. i'm not in the mood to get wet or at least i was going out later. sarah came n picked me up. went tm to haf dinner. chatted for a while, went her hse to pack some empty boxes to return to its rightful owner then hm sweet hm. thx gal for the company tonight =) u're the best!
i dun wanna go hm...eat, slp n dream of him oni. sigh...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
1:33 am
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Monday, December 05, 2005
my first photo shoot
as the date shows, i had my first photo shoot on 26 nov. my dear friend, sarah was w me for the session too. had to post this b4 i go out. juz got the fotos cd fr nic. these r some of the fotos...
m running late already. supposed to attend a bdae party n yet to get the presents. ha...will get the presents then go party then meet sarah. no whr in mind to go cos we've shopped enuf. know of any place whr there's drinks n sea view? let me know k...meanwhile shall think of a chill out place myself.
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
4:23 pm
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Saturday, December 03, 2005
all gals' dinner
juz attended a class gathering - sec 2/1. 12 of us turned up for the steamboat dinner at marina south. imagine friends whom u've known 10 yrs ago but have not been in contact. so much of updating one another abt our life. one of them is getting married next yr too. congrats! when the gals get tog, they made a lot of noise. tt's us...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
11:47 pm
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spend stone?
spend stone? it means spend spend spend for the stone stone me. the recent incident really caught me. however hard i try, at the end of the day, i slp missing him n i wake up thinking of him. blah...
many activities took place today. had bfast outside w mum n sis (wei). was in town w sis (ling). so the stone stone me went spend spend spend. in my shopping bag were a top[sis said it was nice so it ended up in the shopping bag], a pair of black shoes [omg...it's my 2nd pair already. not when i've not even wore the ribbon ones] and perfume [the current one is finishing]. ha...for all the reason i can find! quote: "u may know me but do u really know me well?"if u do, my mood is reflected by my spending n the pimples. shall not mention wat's in sis's shopping bag. had sushi for lunch. went to pay the bal of the aus trip w dad n mum. wow...feeling excited for a while...was checking out the hotels which we are staying n most importantly, SHOPPING ctr ard the hotel area...needs no elaboration...
now...back to the stone stone me
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
12:38 am
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